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06 Nov 11 at 12 pm
tags: personal  thin  skinny  tiny 

  • thighs that don’t touch
  • long, long hair
  • visible collarbones
  • visible ribs
  • protruding hipbones
  • concave stomach
  • for sweaters to hang off of me
  • to feel dizzy
  • to be hungry
  • Marlboro reds 
  • a new lighter
  • better friends
  • a girlfriend
  • perfection 

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03 Oct 11 at 10 pm

eatingdisordergirl:

This phrase was a submission. Don’t get on my ass about it.

(via imabeskinny)

eatingdisordergirl:

This phrase was a submission. Don’t get on my ass about it.

I used to run an unhealthy weightloss blog with this same url, but quit for awhile to try and lose weight the healthy…. Sadly, I only ended up gaining. I feel sick, worthless, grotesque. I feel like an elephant, all I see when I look in the mirror is fat. All I see when I look at food is the enemy, the reason for my self-loathing. I hate it. I have to be thin, I have to feel perfect, feel okay for just once in my life. I really thought I could beat this, but what I’ve heard is true: Once you befriend Ana, she doesn’t leave you alone.

If you’re a weightloss blog, especially an unhealthy one, like this or follow me. I’ll most-likely follow back.